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Friday 12 June 2015

JUNE 12TH, 2015

HEY GUYS,
TODAY WAS AN AMAZING DAY UNTIL I FOUND A MESSAGE FROM EX BOYFRIEND SAYING HE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS. I AM THINKING "HELL NO" FOR TWO REASONS.

1) HE HURT MY HEART. NO QUESTIONS ASKED.

2) HE THREATENED TO JUMP ME AND BEAT ME AND MY FAMILY UP. THAT IS NOT SOMETHING THAT I WOULD DO IF I WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH MY EX. (NOT LIKE I WILL BE FRIENDS AFTER DATING HIM. BECAUSE IT WILL HURT ME EVEN MORE)

SO THAT'S MY INNER THOUGHTS FOR TODAY. I APOLOGIZE IF IT SEEMS LIKE COMPLAINING.

Wednesday 27 May 2015

MAY 27TH, 2015

HELLO GUYS,

TODAY WAS SO BORING BUT WHAT CAN YOU EXPECT FROM A NICE DAY AT WORK? ANY WAYS, I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH WATER AND MADE MYSELF HAVE A UPSET TUMMY. HOW MUCH IS TOO MUCH FOR WATER? I ALWAYS WONDERED THE ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION AND I COULD NEVER FIND A REAL EXPLANATION AS TO HOW MUCH WATER IS TOO MUCH TO INGEST. HOW MUCH WATER DO YOU THINK IS TOO MUCH? EIGHT GLASSES A DAY (THAT'S EIGHT, 8OZ GLASSES A DAY) OR JUST AS MUCH AS YOU WANT, OR MORE THAN EIGHT GLASSES A DAY?

MY ANSWER IS THAT YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO DRINK AS MUCH AS YOU WANT BUT NOT TOO MUCH SO THAT YOU GET A SORE/ UPSET STOMACH. WATER IS ESSENTIAL FOR US HUMANS AND EVERY OTHER LIVING THING TOO. ANY WAYS TELL ME YOUR ANSWERS. COMMENT THEM BELOW. 

Wednesday 6 May 2015

MAY 6TH, 2015

HELLO!
ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST WROTE AND QUITE FRANKLY MY LIFE HAS BEEN DOING WAY BETTER SINCE LAST TIME. IF YOU GUYS ARE WONDERING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED SINCE SEPTEMBER 4TH 2014, I WILL TELL YOU. I QUIT THAT JOB SHORTLY AFTER THAT POST AND THEN FOUND ANOTHER JOB IN THE SAME PROFESSION. THE PEOPLE WERE NICE AND EVERYTHING BUT THEY LIED TO ME ABOUT THE WAGE. SO YET AGAIN I QUIT THAT JOB AND GOT HIRED ON AS A SECRETARY. (I KNOW AN OFFICE JOB!) I'VE BEEN WORKING AT THE SECRETARY JOB SINCE THEN, AND  I HAVE BEEN LEARNING SO MUCH AT THIS JOB THAT I AM GETTING GOOD AT IT. ANY WAYS, I LEARNED HOW TO DEAL WITH MY NEGATIVE EMOTIONS BY LEARNING MORE TECHNIQUES IN MIX MARTIAL ARTS. MY MIND FEELS A BIT MORE CLEARER THEN BEFORE AND I KNOW, THAT I STILL HAVE THOSE URGES TO WANNA BE A LET DOWN ONCE AND A WHILE BUT IF THERE IS ANYBODY OUT THERE WHO IS READING THIS AT THE MOMENT, I DO APOLOGIZE. I AM A NICE PERSON WHO GOT TREATED LIKE SHIT FOR WAY TOO LONG AND NOW I JUST WANT TO LET IT OUT. AND THIS IS JUST ONE WAY THAT I DO IT. ANOTHER THING THAT HAPPENED THAT I AM 100% SURE YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW IS THAT I AM NOW LIVING WITH MY BOYFRIEND AT HIS HOME. (CORRECTION, ITS OUR PLACE) ANY WAYS THAT ALSO HELPED WITH MY NEGATIVE FEELINGS. (JUST A LITTLE BIT.) THERE IS SOMETHING THAT I READ YESTERDAY THAT JUST MADE ME WANT TO WRITE ABOUT IT AND LET IT OUT. IT IS REGARDING THE ARTICLE(S) I HAVE READ ABOUT TEACHING OUR CHILDREN HOW TO SHARE. (NOW I HAVE READ BOTH SIDES, MEANING I HAVE READ ONE ARTICLE ABOUT WHY ITS WRONG AND I HAVE READ ONE ABOUT WHY ITS GOOD FOR OUR CHILDREN TO LEARN HOW TO SHARE. HERE IS MY OPINION:

THERE IS ONE THING THAT I WANT TO REALLY GIVE MY OPINION ON AND IT IS THE CONCEPT OF SHARING. I THINK THAT EVERY CHILD SHOULD BE TAUGHT HOW TO SHARE BUT IF ONE CHILD IS PLAYING WITH A TOY AND THE OTHER CHILD WANTS IT, THAT CHILD SHOULD WAIT UNTIL THE OTHER CHILD IS DONE PLAYING WITH IT. OR GIVE THE CHILD A TIME LIMIT WITH THE TOYS SO THAT WAY EVERYBODY COULD PLAY WITH THE TOYS EQUALLY. ALSO I BELIEVE IN SELF TEACHING. (MEANING THE CHILD SHOULD LEARN TO SHARE ON THEIR OWN TOO) I KNOW THAT, THAT SOUNDS HARSH BUT IF A CHILD GETS WHATEVER THEY WANT THEN AS THEY GET OLDER, THEY WILL EXPECT TO GET ON TOP OF THE JOB LINE. (EX. THE YOUNG PERSON WOULD WANT TO BE A CEO OF A GIANT CORPORATION INSTEAD OF STARTING AT THE BOTTOM AND WORKING THEIR WAY TO THE TOP) CHILDREN NEED SHARING SKILLS BUT THEY NEED TO BE TAUGHT THE RIGHT WAY NOT THE WRONG WAY. (EX. GIVING THEM EVERYTHING THEY WANT, WHEN THEY ASK OR WHEN THEY WANT IT.) THATS MY LITTLE RANT FOR TODAY.

Thursday 4 September 2014

SEPTEMBER 4TH, 2014

TODAY HAS BEEN THE HAPPIEST DAY SINCE I CAME TO WORK. I KNOW THIS SOUNDS CRAZY, NOBODY LOVES THEIR JOB OUT THERE AND I AM PRETTY SURE THAT IF YOU DO, YOUR VERY LUCKY. I KNOW I SOUND LIKE I AM WHINY AND THAT THIS SOUNDS LIKE SHIT ALREADY. THE TRUTH IS, I THOUGHT THIS WOULD HELP ME WITH ALL OF MY NEGATIVE FEELINGS THAT I AM EXPERIENCING ALL OF THE TIME. I AM WRITING IN CAPITALS BECAUSE IT IS EASIER FOR ME AND I JUST WANT TO. THERE IS NO POINT TO MY RANT, I AM MERELY DOING THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN. I LOVE EVERYTHING OUTSIDE OF MY JOB. i DO MY JOB BECAUSE I LOVE THE CHILDREN THAT I AM TEACHING EVERYDAY. THE REASON WHY I DON'T LIKE MY JOB IS BECAUSE OF MY BOSS. SHE IS NOT A VERY NICE PERSON. I STRUGGLE EVERY TIME TO NOT HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN IN FRONT OF HER EVERY TIME SHE WANTS TO BITCH SLAP ME WHEN I MAKE A MISTAKE. ANYWAYS I DON'T WANNA RUIN MY DAY BY TALKING ABOUT HER RIGHT NOW. I LOVE THE FACT THAT TODAY WENT VERY WELL. IF ANY OF YOU GUYS HAVE ANY TIPS AS TO HOW TO COPE WITH A BOSS THAT IS A BITCH, PLEASE LET ME KNOW.

--------THANKS! PEACE!